June

Dan akhirnya blognya bisa dibuka lagi. Apa kabar semuanya? semoga baik, sehat dan selalu bugar. Anw, gue di keadaan sedikit stress. Stressnya kenapa? next time gue mau tumpahin di blog deh hehe. Dan skrg memasuki bulan Juni, bulan yang penuh ujian. Belum ada hal yg menarik untuk di tulis sih, cuma mau bilang welcome June ;)

Enrique Iglesias - Somebody's Me

You
Do you remember me
Like I remember you
Do you spend your life
Going back in your mind to that time
Cause I
I walk the streets alone
I hate being on my own
And everyone can see that I really fell
And I'm going through hell
Thinking about you with somebody else

Chorus:
Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breathe without you it's lonely
Somebody hopes that one day you will see
That somebody's me
That somebody's me
Yeah

How
How did we go wrong
It was so good and now it's gone
And I pray at night
That our paths soon will cross
What we had isn't lost
Cuz you're always right here in my thoughts

Chorus:
Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breathe
Without you it's lonely
Somebody hopes that some day you will see
That somebody's me
Oh yeah

You will always be in my life
Even if I'm not in your life
Cause you're in my memory
You
When you remember me
And before you set me free
Oh listen please

Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breathe
Without you it's lonely
Somebody hopes that some day you will see
That somebody's me
That somebody's me
That somebody's me
That somebody's me
Oh yeah

23!

I used dress from you today, surely I want to share this unimportant news to you but...for now it useless

I'll miss you

yap.. selamat malam blogger. bener-bener baru beberapa jam gue putus sama pacar gue Ilham. entah apa entah gimana juga, sampe malem gini gue belum bisa tidur. alesannya sih ga jauh-jauh, krn gue masih mikirin, gue kangen, dan gue bener-bener kehilangan. Oke mungkin krn gue sayang and I felt he hurt me that's way gue ga bisa gitu aja ngelupain. Apalagi yang udah sering banget jadi penyemangat gue. asli deh tolol nih gue nulis di blog kyk gini. dan gue nulis ini sambil mewek hahaha daritadi ga berenti mewek gue kayak anak kucing baru lahir. gue bener-bener ngerasa sepi banget... meskipun sering ribut, tapi lo itu meaningfull buat gue. ibarat gigi, gue tuh lagi bolong hahaha lagi bengkak kali ya, gue ga pernah ngrasain sakit gigi soalnya. gue ngerasa ga punya tulang, gue ngarasa kayak balik ke 7 bulan yg lalu. insane. kalo tarik nafas yang keinget cuma cerita seneng sama lo hehehe lebay ga si gue? banget. ya ampun udah deh ah otak gue udah ga jelas! take care there 23 :')

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Why you teach me how to be numb :c are you happy? You never showed how important I'am in your life. you want me to leave? don't you? :'(

lol

Are you remember when I said, we were like sponge bob and patrick? I just can't imagine if we stop it

Welcome 2011

Today is the last day, I mean the end of the year (2010). Tomorrow is 2011, WELCOME NEW YEAR~ Its not easy to open new chapter to finalize this year. Too much unforgettable moment and memories. too much sadness and happiness.

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There is nothing that I could say, but there are a lot of something that I wanna show to you but I can't. So... It's the reall 'bout heart, it works when I feel broke. If you don't care anymore, then I said Ok, I'll do the same believe me it just a while because I'm a woman, I'm weak.... but sometimes it means that I've strong enough~

When we have some problem and you mad to me, I won't do the same.. because I knw if I mad it will hurt you so I prefer to silent and calm you down behind a fake smile and hole in my heart

I hate crying! but I just can do it to feel better. I've a lot of dreams, including need you is always be mine and I'm yours.. but I'm fear.. it wont be come true. Maybe you hate me, you hate me because of I always write like this somthing shit in your mind. If i can't handle this pain, this tears i just can write.

Seriously till now, Idk how to prove isn't good or its the way that God give to us~ If you wanna knw, I'm afraid to said I need you, cause I'm afraid to see ur response. So, if I say that~ its instanly.... I miss you, miss you so much. Once more, I'm afraid to say I miss you, how I can say I need you but in the fact Im afraid to say that I miss you?

a woman, need something sweet. It just to show that we are meaningful. And the boy have symbol that they are have the girl. It will make us calm. No matter it is, a woman usually find the ways to make the boys stay even it doesn't work. If woman its not strong enough, we'll learn how to let you go and stayed a while watching you walking out from our life.

freaky!

REALLY MAD, I'm FED UP! PLEASE CAN YOU SEE, WHAT DID YOU DO ?
PLEASE THINK TWICE, IT WILL BE HURT OR NO ! LOOK AT MY POSITION
SERIOUSLY IT'S REALLY RANDOMLY AND LITTLE THING! BUT I DONT LIKE IT SO MUCH

dbumsbuar!

Ada beberapa orang yang sadar akan arti seseorang kalo udah di tinggalin, apakah anda type yang seperti itu ? harus di tinggalankan dan baru menyadari?
Mungkin saya terlihat sabar, mungkin saya akan selalu sabar. Tetapi, tahukan anda ? efek dari menahan luapan emosi dan dari efek sabar yang begitu berkepanjangan?

Buzz!

If you wanna prove your promise, just do it. If you said I'm totally arrogant, selfish, well something like that. It was just a little part, that you did to me in the past. But I'll be happy if you prove that.

I'm not game, you're not player!

Just focus with our own way, If you wanna hurt me again LOL you fail dude! you fail.
Did you see ? The girl who love you so much, or maybe extremely love you so damn, she do everything include took the relation that isn't supposed to LOL

my apologize

Someday you will get the best, because you're the best. God is always fair!
Can't doin this together, cause I knw it too much hurt
Really sorry

Is life

Regret is always come late
Regret never lost in our life

The past is just past
The past teach us to be better

So, nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending

Realize it ?

EVERYTHING THAT TOO MUCH IT HAS BAD IMPACT

no title

may be you dn't need me anymore, ya.. I'm useless

I miss my girls

I remember, when was it started. I remember when I cried, and my girls be my backer, I remember when we are craying one by one. I remember when we are be the one, to slove our problem. And I remember, everythin become one when we are together...

sorority the best ever, they become my blood!

believe or not ? I'm crayin to post this. I miss you so damn guys, I miss when we walk together, when we make surprise party, when we play, did something stupid. We all, have own world right ? God gave us eyes.. and I knw you guys, knw like what we now. we love each other or even the badly we hate each other, idc. you guys, you are meaningfull to me. we are six ? or we are five ? I just miss you guys.

Did you remember the first we hang out ?
Did you remember about the first bill payment ?
Did you remember when we dance together ?
Did you remember when we sing toghter ?
Did you remember when consultation " bk " called us ?
Did you remember when we defend each other ?

I can't describe how much I miss you guys.
I miss to sent, the unimportant message " woy gue jadian/ woy gue putus"
I miss to waste my time with my girls
I miss them shoulders :')

I've new friends, but it can't erase you all. once again, for me sorority the best ever!

Here

Truthfully idk how to start this hehe, have you ever heard about sccumb ? sccumbing for your friend ? even you knw, something in front of you is best, but you choosing the other option and you knw it worst ? I already feel it. It's reall something stupid right ?

Face the reality, hurting one person and hurting my self toooo or hurting two persons at once ? I just face the reality, I prefer choose the first (hurting my self to).

I believe good things happen everyday, ya.. good things happen even bad things happen. And I believe on a happy day we can still feel a little sad. The past teach me bout mature and patience.

Feel overshadowed by sin ? yes, it's me. sorry to hurted you, sorry has made you fly and fall within a few minutes, I did it to my firend . And if you wanna knw it hurting me toooo!I knw you're best but not for me :)

start with the boy outside of the Deutsch class. Hey I like you, oh God its big struggle. Leave me first... and I thought isn't good boy but I can't lie, I still need you! And for this momment big thanks to my past who teach me to be mature. and until someday I've this boy and I love him so much.

Not like what I think, you're so child, selfish, never see me, never see my eyes what I feel, never need to knw reall bout my heart. I accepted you as you are! I love you even you hurting me even you make me cry. Hallo I'm too stupid ? Hallo I'm wrong ? you had been tasted my patience, just because you're every reason, every hope and every my dream.

I have to sccumbing (again) I'm not use my emotional, its hard..but I want someday if God separate us you say " because of she I changed" . maybe you seeing me smile, but sometimes it just bullshit. I knw the boys will be boys, they dn't have good respect. But can you try to be more respect ?

never promise bout relathionship in the future, I want all my days to be with you so it will be the greatest for me! If you knw how hard to be with you, how patiently I am ? It just because I love you. happines doesn't come itself, our own that makes happines. That's way I stay, I keep this love, and loving you with pleasure.

- Muhammad Ilham Ramadhan, 23!

gundah gulana

morning bloggy ? udah lama ya gue ga ngepost . It's bout decide, some people said that I too much to decide hmm call it selective, padahal nobody perfect dan gue juga tau bahkan including me . gini nih sifat buruk gue yang kayak tokai yang mau di buang tapi susahnya setengah botak . always compare coba gue, apa-apaan kan ? malesin banget iiiiiiiiiiiiiih . jadi inget mr. erik yang bilang maturity itu memutuskan yang baik dan yang tidak . tapi kok gue lama banget ya memutuskan sesuatu ? kenapa tuh ? apa gue belagu ya ? iya kali ya -_________-

3 posts, 1 point

Entah gue yang bodoh atau apa ya, asli deh tadi tiba-tiba gue ngitung tanggal terakhir ujian dan gue bukaaaaaaaaaaaaa semua account dan gue renungin . bodoh abis kan ? Nah setelah gue tau itu terlalu bodoh makannya langsung berhenti . sebenernya ga ada niatan untuk ngepost sih cuma ya enggak apa-apalah iseng juga hehehe, mau ngebahas apa ya kali ini ?

Yaudah bahas kelas baru aja ya, dapet kelas 11ipa2 gue mah berdo'a aja semoga di kelas yg sekarang semuanya semakin meningkat semuamuanyaaaa amin-amin semoga papah mamah seneng juga Huahuahua basi banget ya ngebahas kelas ? kalo gitu ngebahas love life gimana hayo ?

Love life ya ? sampe sekarang masih kepikirian buat pacaran tapiiiiiiiiiiiii, masih kepikiran juga omongan bokap yang bilang kalo doi seneng gue ga pacaran tepatnya fokus ke pelajaran . percaya ga sih ? pacaran ga pacaran kok gue ga bisa fokus ya ? -_____- alasan "males" . Kalo di tanya mau pacar kayak gimana, gue mau jawab begini nih... Gue mau punya pacar yg cocok di mata babeh gue, wayuluh ada ga tuh ? ya masa iya satu-satu gue bawa ke depan pak Dedi ? ribet ada juga -,- makannya pah jadi orang ga usah ribet kenapa sih . Gue rasa love lifenya ga berwarna ya ? bosen abis huahuahua kalo gitu mau bahas apa ? ah sahabat aja deh

oke sahabat yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, gue baru dapet masalah sama sahabat gue sendiri haha ya gue ga takut buat ngaku salah dan minta maaf, ga usah si publis yaaaaa masalahnya apa haha yg jelas udah saling minta maaf kok . tapi ? tapi masih kaku kyk BH, bete ga sih lo ? yg point masalah di siapa, yg di kakuin siapa, akakakakakak emang sejujurnya ini lucu banget di tambah pada saat udah stuck jadi meleber kemana-mana haha wayuh semakin ga jelas nih udah malem jugaaaaaaaaaaaaa .

Jadi intinya ? tidur aja deh gue hahaha night everyone GBU :)

i called it friendship

kalian itu aku, aku itu kalian