Is life

Regret is always come late
Regret never lost in our life

The past is just past
The past teach us to be better

So, nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending

Realize it ?

EVERYTHING THAT TOO MUCH IT HAS BAD IMPACT

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may be you dn't need me anymore, ya.. I'm useless

I miss my girls

I remember, when was it started. I remember when I cried, and my girls be my backer, I remember when we are craying one by one. I remember when we are be the one, to slove our problem. And I remember, everythin become one when we are together...

sorority the best ever, they become my blood!

believe or not ? I'm crayin to post this. I miss you so damn guys, I miss when we walk together, when we make surprise party, when we play, did something stupid. We all, have own world right ? God gave us eyes.. and I knw you guys, knw like what we now. we love each other or even the badly we hate each other, idc. you guys, you are meaningfull to me. we are six ? or we are five ? I just miss you guys.

Did you remember the first we hang out ?
Did you remember about the first bill payment ?
Did you remember when we dance together ?
Did you remember when we sing toghter ?
Did you remember when consultation " bk " called us ?
Did you remember when we defend each other ?

I can't describe how much I miss you guys.
I miss to sent, the unimportant message " woy gue jadian/ woy gue putus"
I miss to waste my time with my girls
I miss them shoulders :')

I've new friends, but it can't erase you all. once again, for me sorority the best ever!

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Truthfully idk how to start this hehe, have you ever heard about sccumb ? sccumbing for your friend ? even you knw, something in front of you is best, but you choosing the other option and you knw it worst ? I already feel it. It's reall something stupid right ?

Face the reality, hurting one person and hurting my self toooo or hurting two persons at once ? I just face the reality, I prefer choose the first (hurting my self to).

I believe good things happen everyday, ya.. good things happen even bad things happen. And I believe on a happy day we can still feel a little sad. The past teach me bout mature and patience.

Feel overshadowed by sin ? yes, it's me. sorry to hurted you, sorry has made you fly and fall within a few minutes, I did it to my firend . And if you wanna knw it hurting me toooo!I knw you're best but not for me :)

start with the boy outside of the Deutsch class. Hey I like you, oh God its big struggle. Leave me first... and I thought isn't good boy but I can't lie, I still need you! And for this momment big thanks to my past who teach me to be mature. and until someday I've this boy and I love him so much.

Not like what I think, you're so child, selfish, never see me, never see my eyes what I feel, never need to knw reall bout my heart. I accepted you as you are! I love you even you hurting me even you make me cry. Hallo I'm too stupid ? Hallo I'm wrong ? you had been tasted my patience, just because you're every reason, every hope and every my dream.

I have to sccumbing (again) I'm not use my emotional, its hard..but I want someday if God separate us you say " because of she I changed" . maybe you seeing me smile, but sometimes it just bullshit. I knw the boys will be boys, they dn't have good respect. But can you try to be more respect ?

never promise bout relathionship in the future, I want all my days to be with you so it will be the greatest for me! If you knw how hard to be with you, how patiently I am ? It just because I love you. happines doesn't come itself, our own that makes happines. That's way I stay, I keep this love, and loving you with pleasure.

- Muhammad Ilham Ramadhan, 23!